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About Me Member Deviously Deviant Lost-Soul317/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Revival of "The Plan"

Sun Sep 13, 2009, 9:03 PM
Well i know most of those who know me dont truely know much about me...but over the past 3 years i have tried my best to be seen in the eyes of my peers as a friend as a person and as something more memorable than just a name...yet i have failed. not just once but in 3 years of trying and i feel like there is no bigger feeling of hopelessness than that in my life.
I can no longer stand it here i have traveled the U.S and little has hit me but i have an undying need for 2 things in life...to be loved by that special someone and to see the world on my own terms no matter how harsh and troublesome the experience may be. I have announced my plan to leave...for what country? the possibilities are never ending. In this past summer i have lost everything i have ever cared about important friends among the few other more important things. i cannot endure anymore...i have had all the time in the world to think. i know my feelings are strong and true....For this lost soul the me you know is soon to disappear in one of two ways the only question is what path lies ahead?
I have lost 3 friends to death which is why 3 is the ending of every Screen name i have all of which will forever live in my memory as some of the most truly inspirational people to every experience life....lately i have talked to one of the few people who's words, actions and attitude towards life is one that is the epitome of inspirational...and her advice was helpful yet sobering...simply never give up its always hard thats why few ever find it and do it in your own way no matter what choice you choose make it yours because you yourself are unique and not just a carbon copy like so many believe. so there was more detail and etc but that is how i feel....
my art has almost died but i hope to one day either revive it or make a piece that is amazing and perfect to me...dont worry i will always be there for you whether in memory , in person, or in a memento i hope thats whats left of my is strong enough to live out my dream, and that somewhere someone just as lost as me will one day find is way as i did by even the smallest of ways thanks to my existence
so for the few if any who remember the ending of the plan....well what can i say i am me what more did you expect?

  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: The Used: Taste of Ink
  • Reading: New Moon

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: middle of nowhere
  • Interests: anime soccer driving fire girls and o so much more that i dont feel like saying
  • Favourite movie: alot of anime movies, gone in 60 seconds, extrememe ops, twilight, taken, fast and the furious, etc
  • Favourite band or musician: tons of techno,nickelback, the used, flyleaf, MCR, Disturbed, Paramore and tons of others
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, metal, punk rock, techno, and industrial
  • Favourite artist: to many to name but i love photographers, and artists
  • Favourite photographer: Ophelias Overdose, cognent Content, Lilaxandra, and many other great artists
  • Favourite style of art: i love mirror images of digital art, and then i love japanese style anime pencil and pastel
  • Operating System: XP
  • MP3 player of choice: PSP
  • Shell of choice: Dorm Room
  • Wallpaper of choice: Rurouni Kenshin, or RomeoxJuliet
  • Skin of choice: something other than my own
  • Favourite game: star ocean, phantasy star online, the .hack//games, and god of war
  • Favourite gaming platform: PlayStation3, DreamCast
  • Favourite cartoon character: rurouni kenshin, tsukasa
  • Personal Quote: "I wish to inspire people to be something beyond ordinary"
  • Tools of the Trade: fire, swords, pencils, pastels and pure randomness

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:iconlimilamas:
Thank you for the fav ! :3
:iconlost-soul3:
no problem i loved the pic and i love your goggles i have a pair too

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:iconnightfurry14:
Thanks for the fave1^^

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:icondarkittylove:
Thanks so much for the fave!!!

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:iconnychii:
Hey thanks dude! XD

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Tomorrow's a MYSTERY
But today is a GIFT
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:iconzombiemewmew:
Thank you dearly for the favorite add!

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I poked one, it was dead.
:iconmokuxchan:
Oh wooow! Your drawings are so cool :3

Thanks for favoritin' mahhhh pictuuuure ^3^

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und ihr wisst was es ist
:iconlost-soul3:
lol no problem i loved the pics...by the way this is chris from myspace

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--Lost in the chaos of the world, my soul waits for a home it may never find--
:iconmokuxchan:
Haaaaaaay Chriiiiiiiiiis XD

*laughs* Good to see ya! :3

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Denn du bist was du isst
und ihr wisst was es ist
:iconlost-soul3:
gasp.....you see me? omg noooo ive been found out **runs away**

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--Lost in the chaos of the world, my soul waits for a home it may never find--

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